A new start and a new hair cut!!! I love it it is so much lighter on my head I don't feel like I'm being held down. Everyone tells me I look alot more mature. I'm starting to feel like a new person. So update in my head- I went to the Nero doc on Wed he is sending me to get a MRI and MRV to see if I have a blown blood vessel in my neck or a blocked one in my brain. I'm having that done on Monday. Wish me luck!! Remember I love you all if anything should happen to me just remember that you all hold a dear place in my heart. If your in my life you are there for a reason and that means you have a very special place to me. Remember who you are and never let anyone bring you down.

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Hiya everyone!! How are you? Long time no talk hu? Well I have had a few things going on in my life. About a month ago I started feeling some pressure in the left side of my head. So I waited to see if maybe I just had a head cold or something. I went to see my doctor and he sent me right away to get an MRI to see if I had a tumor. On my way to get my MRI we hit black ice and got hit by a semi. So my car on the out side is pretty messed up but it is ok other wise. At 8 pm the doctor called me and told me there wasn't a tumor thank god for that hu? So now I start Wed with the Nero doctor to do a panel of testing to find out why I'm having these black outs and pressure. There could be anything wrong I just hope its simple and not something serious. I am getting prepared just in case something is wrong. I'm over Jeremy for sure for real. Every time I see him I remember why I didn't wanna be with him anymore. Angie buys him all this stuff cause that is how she wants to keep him around. What ever it makes him wanna stay. I'm ok with them being together it don't even hurt anymore. He is trying to buy Matthews love and Matt is falling for it but he is young he will see someday what is going on. I'm sad cause Jodee and Tahya don't want anything to do with him anymore but really he didn't treat them very good anyways. I never saw that tell they started pointing it out to me. So I'm happy and I'm just gonna live out what life I have left and enjoy it. Dennis takes care of me and he loves me like crazy. I have never felt the kinda love that i do with him. He is respectful and loves my kids. We smile and laugh and there is no stress.
I'm almost finished with school and them we are moving to American fork to be closer to my mom and Ill have a great job and we will start a new life and finally be happy. Im so excited and so are my kids. Life can be wonderful and grand and I cant wait to see if I have a future and feel how wonderful it can be. I love all of you!!!!